I don't know what it is w the Boyfriend and me.
I don't know if we're each other's safety net . . . or the anchor around each other's neck. It may be a combination of both. He's my safety net. And I'm the anchor around his neck.
Randi and I went out w the girls the other night. We all know what that means - a whole lot of drinking and a whole lot of talking about sex. The girls, who I met through Randi, are not lightweights in either category. When I talk w the guys, they tell me that girls night out is nothing like boys night out. Drinking seems to be the only thing each has in common. First off, drunk girls dance. There are going to be bodies rubbing against bodies - laughing - obviously not something which happens on guys night out. Another difference, Wide Load told me that men might say who they've "tagged", but don't really get into details. Fuck that!!! Girls get into detail. We want the dirt!!!
It was a hot wet evening if you know what I mean.
Heading home, I texted the Boyfriend, "you home". I was sure he'd probably gone to sleep when I got his response, "yup". I texted again, "want some company". It's moments like that, waiting for his response, which make me so damned glad I'm not a guy. I don't know how y'all deal w the constant threat of rejection. I was anxious waiting for him to text back. And yet, I swear I was getting more wet w the excitement too. I'm sure it was only seconds, but it felt like forever, when I got his text, "what makes you think I don't have company". Oh shit, I hadn't thought of that. Even so, I was pretty sure he was teasing. If he had a girl over, the date had to be going pretty bad for him to be texting w me. I remember laughing at the image of me showing up, walking in, and tagging her hand - "you're out, I'm in".
"Want more company", I responded, smiling to myself.
"Want more company", I responded, smiling to myself.
Just before arriving, I texted him w what I wanted. It's so much easier to text it than to say it. "No warm up needed. I'm ready for you. Just put me on my knees and fuck me hard. Hair pulling and spankings are optional".
Boyfriend handled everything w passion . . . including the options.
smart boyfriend ;)
ReplyDeleteDamned right he was a smart boyfriend!!!!
DeleteNice to meet you "Mc" and "AFare" . . . always nice to make new friends. Thank you both!!!!
Very nice. At least you're feeling the options!
ReplyDeleteHoly shit your back! Lucky boyfriend.
ReplyDeleteGlad to see you!
Its too soon to scream "RACHEL IS BACK" . . . but we could probably whisper "Rachel is back".
DeleteI thought you dropped off the face of the planet.
DeleteI kinda had!!! Its a long story, best told another day. Right now though, I'm sitting at my table drinking a Coke Zero, eating Lays Honey Barbeque Chips, and couldn't be happier. Missed you too, Phoenix.
DeleteGlad to hear.
DeleteCrutch, Safety Net, Albatross, they all play the same role, they help us along until we are ready to move on by ourselves. They can be bad, yes, if they inhibit us from finding new people to love, but they can also be a safe alternative in a world of crazies when that itch just has to be scratched.
ReplyDeleteAs long as you both know where it is, or isn't going, then I think you're OK.
:-) Good to see you post again.
Hey there buddy!!! I'm very sorry for not responding to your emails. I did appreciate them.
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